monologue {self-affirmations rhapsody}

YOU ARE THE GREATEST MIRACLE EVER, THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE IS CENTERED AROUND YOU.
YOU ARE THE MARVELL OF PLANETS, PLANTS AND ANIMALS.
YOU ARE NOT JUST PART OF NATURE BUT YOU ARE NATURE,
THE ULTIMATE PERFECT BALANCE INFUSED WITH THE MIGHT OF THE ELEMENTS OF LIFE.

YOU HAVE THE POTENCY TO CREATE LIFE, INITIATE GROWTH AND STIMULATE ABUNDANCE.
UNDERSTAND THAT LIFE IS TO BE FRUITFUL, HEALTHY, LIVELY AND FOREVER GROWING.
THE OPPOSITE OF LIFE IS DEATH, ONLY IN DEATH WILL YOU BE DOWN AND OUT.
AS LONG AS YOU CONSTITUTE LIFE ELEMENTS, YOU ARE ALREADY SUCCESSFUL!

BE ON THE POSITIVE LIGHT OF LIFE. BE FULL OF FAITH, BELIEVE.
KNOW AND MASTER YOUR TRUE-SELF.GO BEYOND CONVENTIONAL WISDOM,
OBEY ONLY THE LAWS OF NATURE.HAPPINESS, BLISS AND WEALTH ARE ALL INSIDE OF YOU.
DISCOVER THAT YOU DONT JUST HAVE ENERGY BUT YOU ARE ENERGY!
CHARGED WITH THE POWER TO ATTRACT OR REPEL FORCES.
IT IS NOT A MYSTERIOUS SECRET, JUST THINK AND BECOME.

EXPLORE YOUR MIND SPACE AND MAKE COSMIC DISCOVERIES.
YOU WERE DESIGNED WITH THE INTENT TO REFLECT PARADISE.
YOUR HEART, WHEN PURE AND INNOCENT IS FIERY, IT BRINGS LIGHT AND WARMTH.
YOUR EARTHLY BEING INSPIRES LIFE.USE YOUR GOD-GRANTED POWERS TO FIND YOUR TRUE-SELF.
CLAIM YOUR RIGHTFUL PLACE UNDER THE SUN.ALL LIFE IS PURPOSEFUL.
BE A DISCIPLE OF LIFE AND BE DISCIPLINED IN THE FIELD OF LIVELINESS.

TAKE TIME TO APPRECIATE THE BEAUTY OF LIFE.BE GRATEFUL, BE GLORIOUS, BE GRACIOUS, BE GODLY.
AIM FOR GREATNESS.BE PATIENT IN YOUR STRIDES. ASPIRE TO INSPIRE. BE RESPECTFUL OF ALL LIFE.
REMEMBER THE GOD IN YOU, A REFLECTION OF THE SOURCE.YOU ARE AN EXTENDED PIECE OF THE CREATOR.

CONQUER FEAR, COURAGEOUSLY TAKE ON THE CALL OF THE UNIVERSE.DO NOT BETRAY YOUR SPIRIT,
BE FOREVER ENERGIZED.MASTER YOURSELF AND FIND THAT YOU ARE THE ULTIMATE AND ABSOLUTE TRUTH.

unforgettable

one passionate moment makes you eternally mine
lips locked; tongues embroiled as we tenderly grind

naturally released juices rush down your ebony spine
chills,thrills fills your body as you endlessly whine

seeing your sexy half shut eyes as an enter me sign
my mouth becomes a well filled with heavenly wine

spellbound to a kiss witch-doctor as tendencies bind
you forever lust for what only in memory's time

when you are feeling high but dry i'm your remedy find
one unforgettable kiss sealed with a remember-me-sign

the exorcist

FUCK IT, IM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS MAN MADE SUBHUMAN LAWS,
CANT I JUST BE MYSELF WITHOUT ANYONE JUDGING MY FLAWS?

YOU SEE, IVE BEEN GRANTED A LICENSE TO ACT AS I SEE FIT,
SAY SOMETHING ABOUT ME YOU’RE GOING TO HAVE YOUR HEAD SPLIT.

THAT IS NOT VIOLENCE, ITS SELFDEFENCE, THAT IS HUMAN INTELLIGENCE
SO INTENSE, IM APPREHENSIVE, EVEN IN MY HEAD I FEEL YOUR PRESENCE.

TONIGHT I WANT TO GO WILD, IM GOING TO GET HIGH IN MY MIND
IM JUST A SPIRIT CHILD, SO I KNOW MY GOD WOULD NOT MIND.

TO HELL WITH THESE RELIGIOUS DOGMAS THEY’VE BEEN FEEDING ME
IM OVER THROWING THE DEVIL, FOR THAT I WILL UNLEASH THE BEAST IN ME.

ONE NIGHT STAND, GOOD ENOUGH TO IMPREGNATE A SEX GODDESS
LOST IN ECSTASY, SOUL COMMUNION IN UNION WITH MY SEX PROWESS.

FEEDING HER DESIRES, SHE IS GOING TO BARE ME SEVEN OFFSPRINGS
EACH ONE OF THEM IS GOING TO EXORCISE ME OFF THESE GROSS SINS.

FUELING MY BODILY PLEASURE INSTINCTS AT MY BACKBONE BASE IS LUST
BUT SHE WONT EASILY RID ME OF IT BECAUSE THAT’S OUR AFFAIR CRUST.

MY OFFSPRINGS FEED OF EACH OTHER, OUT OF ONE THEY BECOME PLENTY,
I KILLED WHATS AT THE ROOT OF MY SPINE AND MOVED TO REMOVE ENVY.

MY THIRD SEED IS LIVING AND ACTING UP TO HER NAME BEING FEAR,
I CLOSED MY EYES AND DEEP INTO HER HEART I PUSHED IN A SPEAR.

MY DARK BEING GOT ME OVERWHELMED WITH GUILT AND ANGER,
THE LIGHT GETS ME THROUGH A COMPLEX EXERCISE BUILT IN DANGER.

LIFE FAILURES LEFT ME FEELING BITTER AND FILLED WITH SUCH HATRED
IM ONLY ASSURED BY LOVE MEMORIES THE BEST TIMES I TOUCHED SACRED.

WHO AM I TO BE RIGHTEOUS, EVEN GOD IS SAID TO BE JEALOUS,
BLASPHEMOUS TO CURSE MY MAKER, THIS SEED IS OVER ZEALOUS.

AT THE HIGHEST SPIRITUAL COURT ONE CANNOT PLEAD IGNORANCE,
IM FREED BY SELFKNOWLEDGE, LOVE BEYOND SWEET ROMANCE.

new heights

before the sun wakes up i rise early to answer the universal calling.
A star gazer, my non blinking eyes are fixed tomorrow's tomorrow.
The horizons elate my spirits; elevate my mind to keep me from falling.
The beauty of life at sight reminds me to keep time which i have borrowed.
My defined infinite destiny is a glorious pleasure luring with energies.
Lost in the twilight my mind marvels at the revealed mysterious events.
The mental scope broadens when travelling through space endlessly.
Destiny is an alluring force, inspiring success on which it depends.
The spiritual potency is attained when in harmony with the universe.
Startling are the triumphs achieved by just putting up a few fights.
My galaxy written destiny is a mind raveling puzzle to be searched.
Completing a portion of the whole picture, its clear that i have reached new heights!

i cant write poetry anymnore

I just cannot write poetry anymore i guess im not a poet just a lyricist,
Diffence is ,
use of words without rule or law free flowing like a horn blown by a jazz spiritist.
Filling empty souls with hope and inspiration
wings to rise above and beyond the mediocre ceiling
the way in which these vague lyrics are recited should be sinful
i mean i thought as life, poetry is beautiful and simple
A cocktail of words and rhythm designed by a rhyme
but if this poetry of mine was music then its out of time
Not in tune with the people's way of life and reality
so i cannot write poetry if it leaves no room for clarity
Now tell me if that doesn't sound like poetry to you
using rarely put together words for a beautiful view
I AM an everyday living poem, which hungry minds are craving for
and being that is the reason i cannot just write poetry anymore!

illuminate (for Alex Tumelo Mofokeng)

Keep seeking, even though it may get lonely and lead into Darkness.
Light shoots forth from darkness and fills mind with thoughts heartfelt.

Keep on searching, for that is the only way your knowledge thirst remains quenched.
Knowledge is infinite; those who know, know that they dont know, but they gain strength.

Strength breeds courage, a step towards wisdom, leading to the ultimate truth.
In attaining the four pillars of gnostics, we are spiritually immersed in the fountain of youth.

Even then we will know that we are barely crawling in the eyes of the Gods,
Life is a mystery that unfolds to a spirit that rises against all Odds.

Dare to go where you are told not to go, only the brave will uncover the hidden.
Your mind is a gift from God, let it work through life, read it as it was written.

Be on the light side of life, be charged with the energies that the cosmos create.
Fear not a thing, for when you have conquered it will be your turn to illuminate.

my soul mate

I STILL REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I HEARD YOU
YOU WERE ON THE BOX SHAPING MY WORLD VIEW

YOU HELPED ME PHILOSOPHIZE THE WORDS OF LIFE
YOUR APPROACH IS IN VARIOUS FORMS AND STYLE

I FEEL SPECIAL APPRECIATION IN YOUR DEVOTION
MY SOOTHING COMPANION, YOU EVOKE HIDDEN EMOTIONS

WHEN LOST, YOU INSPIRE ME TO FIND MYSELF
YOUR EVER CHANGING MOOD DEFINES MY HEALTH

WHEN DOING THIS TO EVERYONE I FEEL JEALOUS
I KNOW HOW YOUR TOUCH MAKES A SOUL ZEALOUS

SOMETIMES YOUR ENERGY DRAGS ME DOWN
WHEN I PICK NEGATIVE VIBRATIONS IN YOUR SOUND

YOU WERE RHYTHM TO LIFE’S ELEMENT IN THE BEGINNING
YOU ELECTRIFY MY SPIRITS, LIKE MY ANCESTORS RELIGION

MY HEART IS WARMLY TOUCHED BY YOUR SOOTHING TUNE
WHEN WE PART, I EAGERLY AWAIT TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON

MAMA USED YOU TO HUSH MY CRIES IN MY CHILDHOOD
YOU BECAME MY SOULMATE , I LOVE YOUR MILD MOOD.

curse of the first fruits

If truth was told in the beginning i could have killed the spirit of death.
Annihilate its offsprings and choke the demons of their last breath.

The truth is that truth is hidden from me so im an inheritor of a curse.
The convincing lies they tell are a bases of this tragedy that hurts.

We are spiritually disorientated, we are everything but one.
We are abandoned wandering, wondering and pondering evil done.

When a man's dignity and pride is degraded, hope is crushed.
A monstrous beast is created, breeds hatred and dwells in trash.

Defenseless children are snatched by the devil into the wilderness.
Mothers and young women are wickedly forced upon, left with soul killing emptiness.

The violence has been stirred and now its subtly rooted in our souls and minds.
The self-destructive energy we emanate is caused by evil done in olden times.

The spirit of death bred its offsprings that is now with us in all we are.
They crippled our brave men and courageous women so we wont go far.

The treacherous settlers killed our souls to die a spiritual death.
Our ancestors' lost souls wander the universe awaiting to unleash their wrath.

There is nothing the children of light can do with the cursed truth.
We still pray and praise the lord for blessing us, his first fruits.

when the initiate is ready

They say when the initiate is ready the master will appear,
the mind is in the future but the past is still up here.

time waits for no man, it goes by but only in circles.
im back to where I have started, getting over this hurdles.

the fear within is failing I to conquer the world outside,
what is the use of faith if I doesnt know the words i write.

I daily practice excercises of life and self mastery.
marrying the mind and the heart to escape self slavery.

seeking an alternative to this mundane life of tired games.
knowledge and belief propell a hungry soul to higher planes

mortal minds; we search the universe trying to find ourselves.
its a journey materialism wont fulfill but its power helps.

I wish i could have learned it at an early age,
I is the key to unlock the mysteries of the daily cage.

the void{God separation illusion}

Going beyond whats on the surface, seeking and digging deeper for a purpose.

I would also love to live in oblivion, but the reality bits shows me sufferings of billions.

We unwittingly punish ourselves seeking a cure, believing in lesser gods and living our lives unsure.

Toxicating our minds and bodies dying to live,
Impeding our powers, cursing gifts the universe is trying to give.

Bodily-pleasure-seeking when its the soul yearning to be fed,
Inferior and mediocre human be_ing we are learning to be dead.

A human being wont find itself in the material world,
Know your source, self and reason; see a spiritual pearl.

You are more powerful than all you do trying to fill a void,
You are the first and the last; listen to your inner voice.

Go beyond what is on the surface,
Seek and dig deeper for your purpose.

self made man

a natural sinner at birth, couldn't escape the curse.

leading a life no path to follow, hoping on dreams,
a promise of tomorrow.

learning from mistakes of a farther. another failure,
lessons learnt harder.

only death can break the cycle, failing the only life rule.

a fallen seed returns to its roots, a rule not written in the life
books.

no fear but courage to go against the grain, Godhood promised
for effecting change.

sanity rests in the all mind, when fighting evil of all kind.

went to hell, fought the evil devil, returned to start on an even level.

faith over fear, an open secret kept long. unearthing new grounds
for seeds to step on.

belief stirred a soul to take a brave stand, greatness is the glory for
a self made man.